a million missed calls

Artist: flatsound
Album: sleep

April 14 201402·23 am83 notes

I called you up again today and you didn’t pick up.
It’s weird. I didn’t expect it to happen this quickly, you know?
The thought of growing apart before we ever really knew each other.
And now, now I don’t fucking have a life.
I sit here and I worry about myself so much that it’s almost offensive when other people worry about me.
But you, it was different with you.
It’s like I wanted you to care, I wanted you to be nosy.
I wanted you to be there.
And I know it’s stupid of me to say you don’t care, of course you do.
But I want you to care so much more.
I want you to care so much that it annoys me, that it annoys everybody around us.

So all you really left me with was an empty chest, and all I left you with was a million missed calls.
But that’s okay, because one day you’ll know that I tried.
And at the end of each day I can rest my head easy telling myself that I tried

(Source: yunikonhime)

nothing is alright

Artist: flatsound
Album: a lost parcel

April 13 201409·17 pm184 notes

i find it hard to start the day
without your body next to where i lay
i know i told you i’d be fine
but i lied, i lied, i lied, i lied
and i’m sorry for calling you tonight.
it’s just nothing’s ever made me feel like i want to die
more than this right now but i swear to god i’ll be fine.
even when nothing is alright.

(Source: rainypeaches)